What makes me come alive?

What makes me come alive? Well paintball is what makes me come alive, it's the rush of paintball for the few short minutes. In the few short minutes nothing else in the world matters, does not matter if you just got a ticket, your girlfriend just broke up with you, you failed a test, or that you just got in a fight. It's the only time my mind is clear and I have no limit to what I can do. A fire builds up inside of me and then when I hear the bell go off I can let it out and just be me, there is no trying to be anyone else it's just me. I feel the most comfort in the world. That is what makes me come alive.